~morg6

WHY!? people why? why does life have to be so confusing? Well one of those guys in my previous journal entries totally changed my mind about everything! Me,him,my friend Kira and our frind Mitch went to Kira's house last night to watch a few movies HOLY FLIP! It was by far the best night of my life! It started off by watching Red Eye and I get so freaked during scary movies so I had Kiras hand latching to her when it got scary then I this guy Ryan(that I like) held his hand out so I held his hand the whole movie like not kidding our fingers were intertwined together! Yea so he had the chips next to him so if I asked for one he'd take one and put it in my mouth for me! now by this time I was totally stoked ok so the movie ended and we went out on Kira's trampoline and I layed on him and he layed on me so then we went back inside and watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail and it was so random and so confusing so when ever I didn't get it and said WHAT!? he like petted my head so I started to get tired and so there was another time he petted my head and he lightly pushed it down to his shoulder so the WHOLE movie I had my head on his shoulder so hence my best night ever! AHH I can't even get over it! But it makes me think what does this meen for the other guy? The guy I've liked for a year and a half now do I just let him go ? Move on? who knows only time will tell! thats all for now

PEACE
-Morg